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[Jan. 25th, 2010|04:15 am] |
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Nowadays nothing much happen lea, all i do is stay at gabriel house uh )): My life seriously become so boring. Last week khrysste &joanna came to visit shanice at gabriel house ^^ felt so happy to see them &jokes awhile w them ! Makes me seriously feel like gg back to last time((: [ Oh ! Th feeling is back ] Finally my 1month gg over already ! Can enjoy my life ((: [ Wait for me freedom ! ] Sometimes i think to myself &i felt myself being kind of stupid, can enjoy life now but i choose to have my own child &being a mother so young but i never regret having my own child. She's seriously a very adorable child even thought sometimes she might be very noisy. To be serious, I rather make her my burden then killing her when she was in th stomach.
I'm currently finding jobs around ! No work no money. Maybe if April can apply for ITE then maybe i'm gg to apply ((: To me now, i rather go school sit in th class study than working OR staying at home rot uh.
Xinzhen ! Jia you Jia you Jia you !
Sometimes i feel like going back to the real myself &stop hiding myself ): |
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[Jan. 18th, 2010|09:50 pm] |
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(((: Heypeople (: thanks for all th wishes you all had given me. Hee! Ohya, bythway i'll be back soon alrights.
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[Jan. 11th, 2010|05:30 pm] |
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Shanice Zou Xi Ting Finally she's born ! Does she looks like me OR that idiot gabriel? (: haaaa . Jokes! Ohya, bythway i will be kind of busy for this whole month anything just comment OR text me alrights? (: Will be updating again in a month time.
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[Dec. 18th, 2009|04:24 pm] |
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Live Your Life
And now here is my secret, a very simple secret;
it is only with the heart that one can see rightly,
What is essential is invisible to the eye. Antoine de Saint-Exupery
The past is gone, but Now is Forever. The future does not lie in our hands, but the future lies in the hands of the Present. Go out and grasp the seconds of the day as if you had only that day to live. Experience and enjoy the moments of your life. We only have one life to live, so live it like a champion. Everyone was put here for a purpose, so let that purpose rise up above and show everyone what you're made of. I'm not telling you how you should live, but how you should feel when you look back at the memories of a once-upon life of yours. Don't regret things later. If you feel it is right, do it. It's your life and nobody else's. Make decision that please you. Let nobody put you down. Don't live in anybody's shadows or dream. If you do have a dream, act on it and it will probably come true.
RISKING
Two seeds lay side by side in the fertile spring soil The first seed said, "I want to grow! I want to send my roots deep into the soil beneath me, and thrust my sprouts through the earth's crust above me... I want to unfurl my tender buds like banners to announce the arrival of spring... I want to feel the warmth of the sun on my face and the blessing of the morning dew on my petals!" and so she grew. The second seed said, "I am afraid. If i send my roots into the ground below, I don't know what I will encounter in the dark. If I push my way through the hard soil above me I may damage my delicate sprouts... what if I let my buds open and a snail tries to eat them? And if I were to open my blossoms, a small child may pull me from the ground. No, it is much better for me to wait until it is safe." And so she waited. A yard hen scratching around in the early spring ground for food found the waiting se4ed and promptly ate it.
Moral of the Story
Those of us who refuse to
risk and grow get swallowed up by life. People all the best in life! |
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[Dec. 18th, 2009|02:01 pm] |
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Seriously i miss th past we once had together >: the last photo we took, on my birthday.
Yesterday went out with dear &mummy to boonlay. The bus journal was fucking long, almost 2hours. Sit untill th backside also pain but is mummy idea to go, so we follow uh. Overall we enjoyed a lot even thought dear &me had some quarrel but when bused back home we gotten a chat &everything goes well <:
Today 0230pm getting back N' result ! [Scary scary scary] Dear already went to school take his N' result and later mummy &dear is helping me to go my school take my N' result. [God bless me!] |
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[Dec. 16th, 2009|01:04 pm] |
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Wheeeeee <: Good Afternooon Xinzhen !
When out with dear, isaac, fiona &chris to parkway last night. We all were having fun, i guess . haaa
Later will be going to Simlim Square w th same people again, what a bored place but not bored people <: they were kinda funny la actually.
Ohya, yesterday dear went to my school with my mummy &i gotten my leaving secondary certi! Wohooooooo ! x.x
Maybe on th 18dec will get back th N's result, hope i actually done well <:
[wish me wish me, heeeee]
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dear, thanks for keeping by my side whenever i need you. Perhaps sometimes we might have a lots of quarrels, fights &misunderstanding but seriously thanks for not leaving me <: i'm so glad that i found you! haaa Even thought sometimes you a bit unreasonable la, but i know not everyone is perfect, so am i. Going to be our 1year anni already next month, just a few more weeks. Happy? haaa I'm fucking happy actually, you're my longest &my only one. <: Taking N's result soon, i hope you'll get at least a good result. [but i know you won't] but but but it's okay, at least you finish your N' level &get one leaving secondary certi &N'level certi <: Always remember i will never give up on you either our relationship, no matter what i will be with you. iloveyou forever 220109 ♥
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[Dec. 15th, 2009|11:10 pm] |
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I'm like finally done with my live journal :D Helloooooo people !
Nowadays some question keep running around my mind, i simply hate this kind of feeling.
I know i have totally lost all my freedom! I can't go back to the past like how i used to be/had.
Perhaps some people that knew me knows why :/
Think back of the past i once had, i'm totally lost of words.
Seeing all my friends having a lot of fun at my this age can play and slack around but what about me >: Last night i had a chat with dear, i bet he also miss the past he had, more freedom no need work all. Even thought he never say anything but i know how he felt cos how he feel is how i'm feeling. Sometimes i really feel like giving up on everything &just be like last time that me, having fun around fooling, slacking around.
Althought i like that feel but i had never regret having all this burden with me.
Life still have to go on &dear is the reason why i never give up <:
I will never give up! Dear, 11months &still continue counting, my promise to you! iniaow <:
byebye♥
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